A Wife's Pain

Running out of steam, trying to be heard; Screaming deep inside, for now I'm lost for words; Staring into space, no more tears, they've run dry; Left is loneliness and pain, And a burning deep inside. Shouted "Why" a thousand times, But the answer's all the same; They say repeating the same mistake is the definition of insane; What's left of me, what can I solve, A massive change, for all involved? Lives of others, do I ruin, so the insanity I can shake; Or my soul to slowly crumble, And my lonely heart to break.